I thought I would just bear this lifelong agony.. Let it be, Let it be..~
But when analgesic medication seems not reliable anymore,
and every step that I take is an excruciating pain, I think I need an assistance..
but idk what kind of assistance would that be?
do I have to be ‘open up’ for it? T_T
I never want to trouble anybody, neither that I want to be treated as somebody that is ‘special’..
I never ask for a seat when I have to stand in the bus..
I never fight when everybody is scuffling to get into the lift, even if I have to climb to the 5th floor of Forensic Dept..
even if i didn’t focus on the pain of my hip, I sometimes forget that my ability is limited..
tapi sekarang, macam dah tak tertanggung.
esok first day clinical posting kat Jain Hospital, Dept of Medicine pulak tu.. surely there’ll be a lot of walking..
kawan, kalau aku terjatuh dalam cubaan ku melangkah, sudilah hulurkan tangan, bantu aku ya?
masih banyak sebab untuk aku terus bersyukur..